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15 years old,  , 
A falling star, a magic wish,
A moonlit night, a gentle kiss.
This is the beginning
of Jenny D,
And this is a poem all about me:
I love pianos; the music soothes my soul,
I love horses, especially
cute little foals.
I'm strong in faith, I have much hope,
My life goes on, I climb the slope.
I'm a Trekkie, always
Star Trek I see,
With two email addresses, obsessed with puters I be.
I'm interested in the history of trains,
I
like to play outside when it rains.
In a swimming pool I am relaxed,
Hopes and dreams never axed.
So curious about
nature, especially glimmering ice,
It covers the trees and the homes of all mice.
The gentle rain, the falling sun,
I'm always seeking some peace and fun.
Live for the moment, say cheese and smile,
I'm into photography to send
pictures over the miles.
A small little cat, a purring ball,
Any given toy, they'll always maul.
Falling snow,
I want to go,
Outside swimming in the knee-deep snow.
Comfy chairs, a tempting couch,
Lazy I am, in the morning
a grouch.
A swirling galaxy, falling stars,
I'm into Astronomy, maybe I'll live on Mars.
Different languages,
to understand others,
I wish I knew all languages, we'd talk like brothers.
The Fellowship of the Ring, an Inuit's
diary,
I like reading, to make the imagination fiery.
Knowing the world, traveling to its corners,
It would be
interesting to be called a foreigner.
Astronomer, photographer, I'd both like to be,
Put them together and youve got
me!
Honest, kind, musical, shy,
Anyone on me can rely.
A slender young girl, with dark brown hair,
With green-brown
eyes, another like me is very rare.
ABOUT ME
My name is Jennifer, though I'd prefer to be called Jen. I'm the baby in a family of five children, 4 girls and a boy. From
oldest to youngest, they are: Paul (sailor, did ship rigging for the ship used in Master and Commander: The Far Side of
the World), Rachel, Laura, and Catherine, AKA Mcat or Meat. My dad is unemployed and my mom teaches grade 5 at the elementary
school I went to.
I'm good at digital art. I'm not perfect at it, but I'm pretty familiar about how to use Paint Shop Pro 9, and I usually
know how to get the effect or colours I want. Don't have PSP anymore, though, so I don't make anything. I suck at real art.
You know, painting and sketching. I once drew this really good picture of Jesus, but I threw it out years ago. Why, I haven't
a clue.
I am lazy, self-centered, easily angered, greedy, have a bad sense of humour, am too serious about life, am generous, kind,
helpful, honest, trustworthy, aaannnddd... stuck on myself. Yep, that about sums me up. I'm not one of those bouncy, hyper,
crazy people, though I can be sometimes. I have mood swings, and they can swing quite quickly and annoyingly at times. I'm
a perfectionist, quiet, shy, organized, faithful....
When I grow up, I'm considering being an (a) aerospace engineer (b) computer engineer (c) astronomer (specializing in stellar
spectroscopy) or (d) a geographer (probably specializing in pedology, the study of soil). I'm hoping to go to Queen's University,
which means I won't have to pay for residence (yay!)
I'm very religious (obviously). I have been a member of the Living Rosary Association since 1999 (I was ten years old!), and
have tried joining the Little Flower Society, but I'm not a member.
MY FANDOMS
X-Men: I love Cyclops. I like my cute little Cyke sprite. 
Friends: The most hilarious show I have ever seen! It makes me laugh my hardest, and I don't usually get very emotional when
watching TV or movies. I lovey Joey, 'cause he's so hott, as is Ross. I love Chandler's sarcasm and humour. I am a Joey/Phoebe
shipper, and Mondler shipper, and of course, Lobster shipper!
Lost: Lovely show! It just keeps getting better and better. Claire's baby is beautiful and so cute! Favourite characters are
Claire and Sawyer. Most of my icons are Lost. I really need to clean them out.
Star Trek: Have seen all of Enterprise, almost all of Voyager, most of TNG, very little of DS9 and some TOS. Favourite series's
are ENT, VOY and TOS. Favourite characters are Harry Kim, Malcolm Reed, Hoshi Sato, Travis Mayweather, Trip Tucker, and Pavel
Chekov. Now that Enterprise is over I'm not much into it. I hardly watch Star Trek at all anymore.
Stargate: Am only a fan of SG1, and even so I've only seen around 5 episodes. Sam Carter rocks! My fandom isn't all that strong.
I only watch the episodes I think'll be good Carter episodes.
Star Wars: Have seen all 6 movies, and all characters are great! Leia is pretty! Solo is hilarious! Chewbacca's cute 'n fuzzy!
X-Files: Haven't seen a lot of it, but my sister made up a list of good episodes to see, and I've seen almost all of the eps
on her list. Dreamland I & II, How the Ghosts Stole Christmas, Arcadia, Unrue (sp?), the ep where that guy sees people who
are about to die in black and white, Hollywood AD, Monday... the wonderful list goes on and on. My fandom isn't all that strong,
same as Stargate. Catherine has most (all?) episodes saved on the computer, but I never watch 'em.
I WANT/NEED
- A job. Need money for University. Need spending money, too.
- A boyfriend. Someone I can be sweet to, someone I can lean against, someone I can hug, and kiss. Someone I can love.
- More confidence in myself. I can be such a bee-otch to myself sometimes. I'm always comparing myself to Catherine, and smart
people, and other people in my grade. I'm constantly bringing myself down and depressing myself because I keep telling myself
I'll never be as good as this person or that person.
- Pringles. Right now. Or I'll explode.
- To be fatter. You always hear about skinny girls who keep saying "I'm so fat!" But I'm not like that. I'm a skinny girl
who thinks to myself "I'm so skinny! Why can't I be bigger? Nobody will go out with someone who's pure skin and bones!" So
why don't I eat more, you might ask. Because I don't want the attention that eating more will get me. My parents and my sisters
and everybody will be all "who are you and what have you done with Jen?!" and "What's this? Are you actually eating?" and
"Look look! It's a miracle!" People just don't get it. If I lived on my own, I would actually know how to peel a banana by
now.
- My own room. Some place where I don't have to worry about Catherine coming in from work late at night and turning the light
on when I'm half asleep. Some place where I can actually walk in without bothering Catherine. Some place where I have more
room, more space, and where I can just be my own little organized self. (Yes, folks. More organization and neatness is one
of the many things I'm looking forward to!)
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